dumbly comply

today i am feeling sick. i have not felt sick in a long time. since i quit smoking a few months ago. i realize that when i am a smoker (12 - 19.5, 20.5- 22) i get sick every 2-5 months. i recently started smoking a litle bit. i bought a pack and didn't finish it yet... i'm already sick. yesterday i was thinknig this blog could be a place for me to list all the movies and books i enjoy... as i enjoy them. but no. you will continue to read about how i make myself sick.